study

i know there's like loads of stuffs to study. but i don't know what to study.

you know, i'm very much in a that-kind of mood. HAH. what's new. like a little bo chap. but tmr's goona be better. im going out to study! (: i hope. if not, i'll just slit my wrists and die.

i do hope i see that bright light at the end of the tunnel. i really do. with that, i guess i'm not only going to do what the SAINTS always do, which is pray (according to zicko), im gonna chiong and pray. let's play it the singaporean way. kiasu. and kiasee. although the chionging part is also like for longkang schools. you know which i'm referring too. hur hur.

-ahem-

enough about books! i had them since baby. if i had a choice, i would love to re-read all my fairytale books in my cupboard. that is only if i had the time... actually i do, but i have no idea what i spent it on. hmm.

okay okay okay! i've been really sick these few days. coughing and fevering until i felt i might as well just die. and i've been living much of a solo lifestyle, except my mom & dad, i thought of getting a pet.

i thought of dogs.

but i'm sure my mom would object, she might just sneeze and sneeze and sneeze and sneeze and sneeze and..... oh. and where am i suppose to leave it if we were to go on a holiday? i don't really trust my neighbours. who knows, after the holidays, they might just pay me a sum of money, telling me that "oh, your dog's really good. no worries about that. however it accidentally jumped out of the window and.."

i would kick their pikus. i will.

hamsters? my mom says that they stink. my dad too. and i somehow agree. HAHA.

after making a whole list, considering everything from budget to personal convinience, i think, the best choice will be...

SEAMONKEYS! (:

although i can't really name them because they all look the same. i can't hug them cos they are soo puny. i can't really complain my stuffs to them cos they seem as if they dont really bother as they are always moving around. eh wait, like that...

actually, they don't make much of a existence either. cos if i can't really do the above with them, i might as well don't get any thing, right? i might as well just talk to myself, hug myself and give myself bimbotic names like soh bee chee.

ok. enough.

you know, i used to had seamonkeys! my mama bought it for me. but it look like a bottle of water all the time. ok la. i saw abit of worms moving around. but it wasnt like what the tv showed! got hands and face everything! it looked a little like mosquitoe's larvae. just that the colour is more fleshier. HAHA. but it was fun keeping them. it died like few days later. although my friend's lasted like a week plus. LOL.

i really don't know why i typed all these crap.

i wished i had a twin.

wake up, little sister.